May 25, 2006
I am loosing it and loosing it pretty fast… some Thursday after a Wednesday off…I some how make it sure (not on purpose) to carry ‘I -hate –Monday’ look on my face…Most of my colleagues who have seen me in lift on Monday morning need no further explanation…
Well so to continue. I religiously maintain the ironed face till my dear colleague reminds me that it is Thursday and that we are almost reaching a weekend… Ah.. changes my facial expression in no seconds- like that of an innocent child and I am as joyous as any kid would be on an announcement of unscheduled school break. So what am I loosing by being childlike innocent in expressing my joy? As a professional am I expected to maintain a stern face irrespective of the fast approaching weekend? An impossible task for me and I dotn even aspire to achieve it.
An then today… I happily believe that it’s a Friday (thank god for that!!!) and choose to remain content with it. What more I also declare to one of the clients- “ but we are working half day tomorrow’. Then call a friend and ask “so its your last day tomorrow hmm?” “ well no…Saturday..” that’s tomorrow right?” “No that’s day after tomorrow?”Oh! so it is not a Saturday tomorrow…and ssuddenly feel too clogged and burdened with that thought !
I am loosing…but yet to figure out what… a sense of time where my today looks like an extension of yesterday… or love for the work I do ..
